the year of 2006 means a lot things to everybody ,for me ,ha ,i wont say anything ! the holiday of winter is so different for me ,my classmates almost go for the fortune that can help to make up a better furture life ,the quantum of experences , it for me ,nothing ,while everything . a undescribable feel like a power burst  born ,make me out of mind ,dont know how to do ,how to use my eyes , and be at a loss, how surprising and happy ,but it flies faster than a  meteor ,gone only lefe a memory , a perfect time ....... i can still see the bright eyes and enchanting sight , her sex lips ,and the hurt of her punish and love ,at least i thought that  happen like this ,idontkonw,idontkonw what i am talkabouit ,a hallucination ,nnnnnnnnnnnn

time is the old philosophier,he can tell u everything u wanna konw,and as time goes by ,u 'll see the truth of the things of your life that u thought u've yet konw ,the result may shock u .

sometimes u have no way but drop something ,u no ,that the choice u make,whether it right or not ,it'll turn up another new scene in ur mind ,although at first it's precious for you for some extent,maybe u thought u've found a abundant or valuable forture treasure that u thought in ur own mind the god give it to u.  but now .i will have a good think of the "treasure"or something like that 's means or how to use and  work it .

there are so many feint stand before the verity just like the moring fog in the winter , so u need a clear eye and a light that can light u and lead u ,that is the book and the life .

when u say some words or do a action ,just think more .and think more again and again ........  i must choose and creat my own world and life ,it is different fome anybody ,it belongs to myself only ,or maybe .....................

i browsed many MSN'places ,fond some new things and some of them surprised me for their corlors ,structure and abundent contents specially.a guy who loves the F1 collcet lots of informations about that (cartier lu's paradise) ,nmm. so i write it on my pace . i need to browse more ,yeap.....

today the dr.professor said it is lilttle deal about my leg, so i got a breathe ,thats the best answer i heard ,thank godness !thats what i said ,health is the most important thing in ones life .u will find the precious of it , its a really a ridiculous thing,right ?when u lost  some thing like that  u'v treated simply ,then u will find the value of it .as everybody konw ,forget it !

  i should warma myself that i must no clearly the definition of the friedship.u no ,that is a really really precious thing if u've got that , but ,mostly , friendship is just like a beautiful story,maybe a lie.i feel a little silly to watch the mask ,..........

 sometimes i think i have no right to say this or that ,and say :this is right or this is wrong .cos i ask myself that am i a good being to be a  friend ,and have i really care about others from my deep heart ? the answer is noep,so i dout ,am i pass the exam ? truly ,anxiously ,...

  when i wake up in the middle of night ,it is so quiet , i will think something or prey for my girl ,my family and me ,for health,for happiness or something like that .i admit , i am not devotional for some extend, in some degree , i am a criminal, i wish my god could set me free, forgive me for the bad things i'v done , i am really sorry for that , i dont meant to do that ,i  just cant help that , i cant cotrol my temper,especially be stimulated ,so i am not mature though i thought iam , how sarcasti c!